My thoughts are schizophrenic...deal with it...

Okay, so there's one thing that I both love and hate about my life...the fact that I am completely unsure of what'll happen next.  Yesterday, I had my interview with the company and NO sooner had I walked in the door and put my stuff down, my phone rang.  You'll never guess who it was...go ahead, guess...okay, fine I'll tell you.  It was the woman I had just interviewed with calling me to set up my second interview...for today at 4PM!!   Arriving early for this interview, I met with the woman whom I would be replacing (if they give me the job) and after learning much more about the position, I am told that the decision more likely than not won't occur until the end of two weeks from now...i.e. I have to wait ALL of this week, AND all of NEXT week before I know what's up...talk about your "hurry-up-and-wait" mentality...sheesh...

So now I have to look forward to a visit from 2 of my good friends on Thursday, lots of prayers and continued job searching.

I have Cabin Fever like whoa...I'm praying I get this job because I need to start getting out of the house...and soon...I feel like I'm just lounging around in my room all freakin day not doing ANYTHING and I can't motivate myself to do anything because there's nothing to do.  BB and SiL both work most of the time, Madre and Papa work as well, and the majority of my friends are either 1. in another city/state or 2. busy with work...soooooooo here's the pattern, Friends...work is a necessary part of life.  Shocking, I know, right?  But it is true.  I promise; K is speaking truth...

Now if I could only tell ABG how I feel...the only clue to his identity is that he's the guy that I have feelings for.  No other clues will be added, because there's a real possibility he could start reading this and then I'd feel more awkward than is normal for me and my pretty little head would be in danger of exploding... we shall see how events of the next couple months pan out...things could get really interesting or stay exactly where they are...mayhaps someone entirely new will drop into my life and make me forget all about ABG.  We shall see, shan't we?

Until next time, keep the cobwebs out of your brains and make good choices!!
--K